Helpful or Harmful, It's What I Need

I do apologize for neglecting my readers, I have yet to post a new blog in many days. I have to admit that I've been enticed by Law and Order Criminal Intent fan fiction. I've also recently found out that you can read most novels online for free! AMAZING!!! All the enjoyment of a good book without the hassle of paper cuts, and trying to obtain the book from your local library or bookstore. I am proud to admit though that I have broke my addiction to the Sims 3. I just haven't felt the need to play. Maybe it's due to the fact that I've been getting 4 hours of sleep at most these past 3 nights, or maybe I'm just starting to grow up.

I figured I'd mention something that was brought up by one of my friends. Yes, I do keep a lot of feelings to myself, and I do put up walls between everyone I know, but it is what I have to do to make it through each day. I don't see any harm in that, if I don't want hurt, I don't get close to people, if I don't want betrayed, I don't trust, if I don't want lied to, I walk away. Simple as that.

Hopefully I'll have something better to write about tomorrow. I'm leaving you with a picture I took on my birthday, I love the stripes and polka-dots!

Thanks for reading.

Amanda Hansen

UGH WHHYYY???

So I've been having the worst time with sleeping over the past 3 days, not a single night where I got more then 3 hours, and even then, I still would wake up after 15 min of sleeping then lay in bed for another 25 min just trying to get back to sleep. My eyes are just killing me, it feels like my brain is trying to push my eyeballs out. And to top it all off, my stomach is killing me, feels like the freaking flu. God I hope I get over this soon.

But besides my complaining and tiredness, I really haven't done anything. All I've really accomplished is laying in bed for hours on end, taking advil every few hours and just sulking in my own issues. Really nothing else besides that, hopefully the next blog will be happier and maybe I'll feel better tomorrow.

Last note, anyone have any ideas on what I should put on my blog. Improvements are always a plus, so any tips would really be appreciated.
Thanks for reading.
Mandie Hansen

Last Blog

Ok since my computer isn't letting me upload my blog onto Blogger, I used Photobucket, which cut off half my blog. SOOO just click the blog and it'll bring you to an enlarged version of it on Photobucket so you can read all of it.
Sorry about that,
Mandie Hansen

Still Typing

Once again, I didn't get around to scanning my blog, even though I did write it out. So I will just type out what I have already wrote out by hand.

Well the past few days all I've done is play my Sims 3 game. AMAZINGLY FUN!!! Other then that I've just been watching Vincent D'Onofrio movies. Since he is AMAZINGLY HOTT! Lolz. Besides that I've done nothing but watch my favorite TV shows, including Burn Notice, CSI NY, In Plain Sight, Law and Order CI, NCIS, Royal Pains, etc. Mostly shows on USA Network if you hadn't noticed.

Hmmm, thoughts? I'm actually considering to write a book, seeing that all I truely enjoy doing besides playing the Sims is reading, and maybe I could make up a story that would be perfect for me and maybe someone else will like it to? Any comments? Email me or leave a comment for me, you know where to find me, myspace, facebook, twitter, cell, whatever you choose, just let me know. All thoughts appreciated!
Thanks for reading.
Mandie Hansen

Epic Fail

I do apologize, once again I didn't get around to writing out my blog by hand, so you'll just have to settle with one typed out again. Alright, so today...... I just hung around my house, dying from the heat just having random thoughts. My dad and brother were nice enough to find a video card that will work on our computer and is supported by my sims 3 game, so my brother is going all the way to the Tiger Direct store (in Napperville) to get it for me. I guess I'll have to buy him a frosty cino to thank him. Hmmm, other news, I'm convinced that my older brother is cursed. When he came in the house after getting home from work today, not only the internet, but the WHOLE COMPUTER locked up, and then the garage door wasn't working and we found out the spring is broken in it. GEEEZZZ he must be cursed, he's just causing everything to break. I just think it's funny that we're all picking on him saying, "DON'T TOUCH THAT!! You might break it!". Other things, ummmm, I guess when my dad gets around to putting are new video card in I'll be playing my new sims game, so I probably won't post on here for awhile, but we'll just have to see. So I'm cutting it short, since I didn't do much and I really am just out of thoughts.
Thanks for reading.
Mandie Hansen
Monday June 15, 11:24pm

I'm Sorry

Ok, it's been a hectic day, and I complete forgot about my blog until a few moments ago when Sirena mentioned something about computer viruses (which somehow reminded me of my blog?). SOOOO I will type my heart out about my day, here and now.

Alright, I got up at like noon (as always), and my first thought was, "hmmm, MY SIMS 3 GAME!!!". So I went to my computer and tried to start the game, and it wouldn't work. AARRRRGGGGG!!!!!! My freaking computer's video card doesn't meet the requirements for the game. SOOOOO I've been browsing online for most of the day trying to find a cheap video card that is supported by the game. After about 4 hours of browsing, and realizing that the cheapest video card I could find was like $90, I went upstairs to my room to listen to my iPod. SWEET BABY JESUS I am soo freaking sick of this game, I JUST WANT TO PLAY IT!!!

As you can tell by my bold print, I am VERY ticked off about this whole issue. Now after all this typing I realized that I forgot to explain why this blog post is typed out, WELL, it's like midnight, and I'm tired and annoyed, and I'm too lazy to write it out, go downstairs and scan the thing, then get yelled at for being up so late. But on a happier note, I finally found the song Blame It On The Alcohol by Jamie Foxx!!! So now I can listen to the song without having to go to youtube and find the right video for it. ANDDD my wonderful mother brought me home my most favorite treat ever!!! A FROSTY CINO!!!!! AMAZING. My parents also promised to look for a new video card so I can play my new game soon. I guess there really is a silver lining in every situation. So I guess I'll leave you with a photo that just makes me laugh. hahaha Mr. Hansas.

Thanks for reading. Mandie Hansen
Sunday/Monday Jun 14/15 midnight

Saturday June 13th 2:03pm

3:25am on Saturday June 13, 2009

Alright, so I had this CRAZY idea to start a blog....why? I've found myself asking what I should do with all this free time now that school is out. Possible solutions:

1) write a novel

2) sleep

3) get a job

4) make a blog

5) play video games

6) watch TV

7) read more novels

8) try to understand how comic books and anime are so fascinating for some people

After analyzing all these possible solutions for hours on end, I've come to the conclusion, I've done everything on that list except make a blog. So blogging it is. Since I have never blogged before, I did what any average teenager will do, no, not find a nerd (since apparently I am one?), I went to the always handy Google Search Engine. I browsed many blogs, finding that many people are disturbed.....that's another story, I've become bored with the standard, fill in the text and maybe add a picture here and there, blog post. I want to try something new. Maybe this is due to the lack of sleep, or the fact that I'm psychotic, I've come up with the plan to write out my blogs. Crazy? NO, GENIUS!!!! I will write these blogs out on note cards (the handiest things to have around, right next to duck tape) or any other type of paper I find handy, then scan them onto my computer to post it. May be time consuming, but heck, I got 3 months of free time to do this. Since I do not have a scanner for my laptop, I will have to use the one that is hooked up to our "family computer". Which is inconveniently located downstairs where my mother is currently sleeping (note the time, 3:36am). So if were so stupid to go down their at this time of the night, or day, whatever you consider it, I would surely be yelled at, or possibly get something thrown at me. So the handwritten blogs will have to wait until after she wakes up in the morning. Seeing that my hands are starting to hurt, and noticing that I'm starting to babble, I will end my very first blog.

Thanks for reading and have a stripe-filled day!
Mandie Hansen